Bummed Out

We did not "pass court" today. Our adoption agency called us yesterday afternoon to tell us that the government agency in Ethiopia who reviews our case and submits an opinion to the judge has suddenly decided to not work yesterday, today, and tomorrow due to a holiday. There is a chance they could review our case when they return to work on Thursday, but there is also a chance that they will be too back-logged and we will have to request another court date which could take several more weeks. We'll know more by the end of this week.
Needless to say, we are pretty bummed out around here. We are trying to remain hopeful, but yesterday was a reminder of how fragile and unpredictable this process can be. Seeing our sweet baby's face through pictures every day but not knowing when we will get to meet him in person is very difficult. Please pray for strength, endurance, and patience...as this wait is unlike any other.

So Much to Say...

But So Much to Do! Our court date is Tuesday and if all goes well, we may be leaving for Ethiopia in a few short weeks! One million thoughts must go through my mind every second. When are our travel dates? What airline/route will we take? Can we withstand the significant time change, change in diet, etc.? Where will we stay? What will it be like to walk the streets of Addis? Will my heart hold up when we meet other orphans? When will we meet Judah for the first time? What will it be like to hold him? To touch him? To kiss his sweet face? How will all of us do on the plane ride home?! I've wanted to share so many thoughts, feelings, and stories on our blog within the past few weeks, but getting ready for our little man has taken precedence. Here is a glimpse of what we've been up to:

School is out (for the students) here in North Carolina and Monday is my last of work for a while, so trying to wrap up things there has been quite the adventure. I've been writing psychological reports until the wee hours of the morning each night...big fun. If you're wondering, I am a school psychologist and this is part of my job that needs to be completed after I work with students.

The nursery is slowly but surely coming together, but we still have a little work to do. Can't wait to post the pics of the final product!

My husband is going through the interview process for an oncology fellowship that will take place after he completes his urology residency next year. He's just recently wrapped up all of his interviews and our rank list was due to the match program this past Thursday. The process has been quite intense...good timing, right? Anyways, we find out on June 30th where we will be living 2011-2014. I hope Judah (and Jeff and I) are okay with the result!

Because we will be moving from North Carolina in one year, we will be putting our house on the market in the spring. Some major things need to take place before that happens, such as re-carpeting a couple of rooms and painting several rooms. We've crazily decided to try and get this done before our trip to Africa, so Judah can enjoy his stay here for several months without living through re-painting and re-carpeting. So....carpet is being installed next week and hopefully, we will be painting soon...although I think we're running out of time!

Oh, and the fun part, all of the many showers for Judah in North Carolina and Alabama that have either already taken place or will be happening in the next few weeks. This baby is soooo loved by so many people already, and I can't wait to share pictures of all of the wonderful celebrations!

For now, I've got to get back to writing those psych reports. If I can just hang on for a few more days, it will be nice to not have to think about work for a while. A huge THANK YOU  to everyone who has been and will continue to pray for us through this exciting and busy time. Hopefully we will "pass court" on Tuesday and you'll be able to see his sweet face on the next blog post!!!

COURT DATE!

Gladney called yesterday with our court date...it's June 15th!...this is the day the Ethiopian courts will hear our case for the first time in order for Judah to become legally ours. Please pray that we will "pass court" the first time on the 15th. Sometimes court dates are postponed or rescheduled, due to paperwork mishaps or their schedules changing. Now that we only have to go to Ethiopia once, Jeff and I do not have to be there for our court date. Our Power of Attorney from our agency will go to court for us that day. If we pass court on the 15th, we will travel to bring him home sometime in July! Someone pinch me! I cannot believe this is happening!

And more good news...we received an update on Judah last week. He is growing like crazy and just as healthy (and adorable!) as he can be. A huge thank you to our Gladney friends, Lisa and Eryn, who are in Ethiopia now bringing home their little angels. They are visiting the Gladney foster care centers today and loving on Judah! And Lisa is delivering these gifts to our little man. Hope he enjoys the clothes, soft rattles, and  pictures of his family in his little photo book.

Loved this one and wanted him to know that we are hugging him all the way across the globe.

And look who made the family photo album! We wanted Judah to become familiar with this furry face :-)

Our Little Lion

I always knew our boy (yes, I've never had a doubt that this baby would be a boy) would be a big, strong baby--with a head full of hair. So I wasn't surprised when I read what was written on his referral paperwork from Gladney:

"He has a head full of hair that brings a smile immediately to your face...he is very alert for a child his age...

he shows immense strength."

Call it hindsight. I call it intuition. This description is also very fitting for the name we have chosen for him (that we've had picked out for almost a year now). We wanted to choose a name that had Ethiopian significance and was fitting for our little man. And he will be called....

Judah Wells Nix 

"The Lion of Judah" is an ancient symbol that represents the Israelite tribe of Judah throughout the Old Testament of the Hebrew Bible. Traditionally, the tribe is represented by a lion and the symbol dates back to the tribe's patriarch, Jacob, who referred to his son Judah as 'Gur Aryeh,' or 'the young lion.' (Genesis 49:9). Ethiopia's traditions include descent from Israelite's who returned to Ethiopia with the Queen of Sheeba from her visit to King Solomon in Jerusalem, with whom she conceived the founder of the Solomonic dynasty. Christian and Jewish Ethiopian tradition claim that these immigrants were mostly of the tribe of Judah. The "Lion of Judah" symbol can be found on the old Ethiopian flag, currency, and stamps, among other things. And the statue of the Lion of Judah is still standing tall in Addis Ababa, Ethiopia's capital, where our sweet baby is currently residing.

The meaning of Judah is praise, or Let God be Praised. We are truly praising God for his life! Wells is Jeff's middle name, his father's middle name, and his great-grandfather's first name. Can you tell that name significance is a big deal to us?! But I guess I should also mention that we simply like the name :-) His nickname will be Jude. Although lately, I've just been calling him my "Little Lion," with his 'immense strength' and huge mane :-) 

p.s. We just recently revealed his name to friends and family, and he already has some personalized items...they acted quickly!

Yes, that's a picture of him in the adorable frame my mom sent me for Mother's Day. I wish so badly that you could see his entire face, but we have to wait until we "pass court" to post his pictures on our blog.

Can't wait to fill this bag with all of Jude's favorite things...thank you so much Alyssa!

Answered Prayer

Gladney called yesterday to tell us our file was accepted by the Ethiopian courts this week--before the deadline for the change in court policy. This means we will only travel to Ethiopia once! This is a huge blessing for us for many reasons. Although it will slightly delay us from seeing our baby for the first time, it means we won't have to leave him. We will go once and bring him home! Now, we're just waiting on our court date. Thank you to those of you who have been praying for this. Thank you to Gladney, our amazing agency, who worked quickly and efficiently to make this happen. And thank you Lord for answering this prayer!

One week ago...

Who: Natalie, our Gladney case worker, to me

What: The single most important phone call of my life

When: April 27th, 2010, 5:13pm

Where: Driving on Interstate 85/40 in between two 18-wheelers

Why: Introduction to our sweet baby

How: By the Grace of God

We had a feeling the referral would come last week. In fact, the overwhelming anticipation intertwined with immense peace that I began feeling on Sunday, April 25th, is a combination I've never quite experienced before. What I could have never imagined, however, was that Natalie would call me on my evening commute! Last Tuesday, I left one of my schools around 5pm after a long meeting. I was trying to rush home to make it to the shipping store to mail my niece's gift in time to make it for her birthday and also trying to determine if I was going to have time to make it to yoga after that. When my phone rang at 5:13pm and I saw the (817) area code, I think I stopped breathing. This is how the bulk of the conversation went down after the hello/greetings:

Natalie: "I have a referral ready for you!"

Me: "Uh, uh, okay, ah, uh, okay, um, okay, ummmm (truly, this is all I could come up with!) Okay, well I'm on the interstate driving home from work and I'm going to try not to wreck!"

Natalie: "Don't do that; be careful."

Me: "Okay, can I find out where Jeff is and call you back when we get home?"

Natalie: "Sure, just call me back when you get home."

Me: "Okay, well bye-WAIT-can you tell me if it's a boy or girl and how old our baby is?!"

(I almost forgot to ask her!...Jeff and I agreed a long time ago that Natalie could just tell me these two pieces of information before I called him and we both called her back.)

Natalie: "Sure, it's a baby BOY and he's just over 1 month old!"

Me: No idea. Really, I have no idea what I said to her at this point. Complete and utter shock.

After hanging up with Natalie, I immediately called Jeff. Here is what I remember from that conversation (still trying not to wreck):

Jeff: "Hello"

Me: "Baby?" (the tears start to fall)

Jeff: "Yeah?"

Me: "We have a one month-old baby boy." (can't control the waterfall at this point)

Jeff: "Are you serious?!"(I had already made an earlier call to him that very afternoon and he was disappointed when it wasn't "the call.")

Me: "Yes, where are you?!"

Jeff: "Driving, on my way home." I'll be home in about 15 minutes." (We hardly ever drive home at the same time.)

Me: "Me too!" Okay, I'll meet you there to call Natalie back."

Jeff: "Okay, uh, um, okay, are you going to call anybody?"

Me: "I really want to call my mom."

Jeff: "Okay, you call yours and I'll call mine!"

I called my mom after that (still driving) and told her that we have a baby BOY! I don't remember the rest of the conversation with her after that. (Sorry, mom!) When I pulled into my driveway about 15 minutes later, my husband was standing there with the biggest smile on his face. I jumped out to give him a hug; it was wonderful but very brief :-). After rushing inside, I saw that Jeff had somehow--in the five minutes before I arrived--managed to clean off the dining table, set up the laptop, and the camera/video.

There are really no words to describe our emotions for the next several minutes, when we called Natalie back and saw our sweet angel for the first time through emailed photos. Although I must have felt a thousand things all at once (including, "Is this really happening?!"), JOY trumped everything. To see this beautiful, incredibly healthy, baby boy on that computer screen staring back at me was truly unforgettable...and I just couldn't (and still can't) believe that God has blessed us with this gift. Sadness followed as we were told his story of his time before arriving in Gladney's care. We are choosing to keep many of those details private at this point, but all I can say is that God's angels were with him every step of the way.

The remainder of the night was filled with many smiles, laughter, hugs, praises, tears, phone calls to family, texts/emails to friends, and even "bubbly!" Needless to say, we didn't get much sleep that night (or most of the subsequent nights last week!). After dozing off in the wee hours of the morning, I woke up at 5am to the sound of what I thought were his cries. I closed my eyes and asked God to dry his tears. Then, as I imagined his drying, mine began to fall...many tears of gratitude...Thank you, Jesus, for this amazing gift....

Like cold water to a weary soul, is good news from a distant land. -Proverbs 25:25

Referral!!!

We got "the call" yesterday at 5:15pm. God has blessed us with a 6 week-old beautiful baby boy! He is beautiful, healthy, and perfect in every way. More details soon :-)